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March 20, 2005
Restful
My body has that lived-in feel. I don't like it. With all of my being, I don't like it. I just want to feel new and fresh and actually alive for once. It's been so long. Burning the candle at both ends, so to speak. After the next week, I tell myself, then you'll be able to rest - that long rest that means you don't get up for a week. The rest that means your friends call after a few days to see if you're still alive. I want that. I NEED that. And I've promised myself it's coming. I can't make it through the next few days if I don't have restful sleep to long for. So, that's all I am living for right now. Counting down the days, then hours, then minutes.
Posted by requiem at March 20, 2005 07:32 PM
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