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April 06, 2005
remembering is existing
Yes, I'm not sure how to deal with it. Emptiness, that is. A void, gathering darkness and chewing at my insides. taking away what I was and replacing it with... nothingness.
reminds me of the Neverending Story. With those giant hulking beasts filled with nothing. So... not filled, i suppose. That's me. Nothing will be left and the outside will collapse.
Eventually, I'll fade to dust, get blown away and nver have existed in the first place. Well, not enough to be remembered, and that, my friends, rememberance IS existance.
And we come to this, my current state of emptiness. I think I know exactly what causes it, and just need to... fix it. But that's harder than you think. And I am trying.
Give me time, let me settle into a pattern.
No, fuck off.
Stand up, sit down, spin three times and go forth into the world.
Yeah, Okay.
So I do that, then what? The world is better? Sticky-tape job or something?
No. it takes work. takes time.
I see. Go on.
You need to focus on the problem, which you say you know, and then root it out. In your case, fill it in.
I am!
But you haven't.
No.
Posted by requiem at April 6, 2005 03:08 AM
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